Faith

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:28:44 GMT

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Because my joy is made in You,

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 15:11:07 GMT

Had Caregroup today, it was very enjoyable! Limei joined us for Cg! (I hope you enjoyed yourself too!) I am aching from all that badminton, though I can't really like run about. But the fellowship was great, We had lunch together after that, I ordered fried kway tiao. But Yk didn't allow me to eat that, I feel so deprived of good food. The food I can eat now is so bland, it makes me lose my appetite. My voice is so hoarse, but I like it.

The year is ending soon. I had a very special Christmas this year, spent it with central B and supper at clarke quay. Clarke Quay is such a pretty place at night, instead of the chaotic town. Being so close to the waters makes you feel so refreshed and it was such an awesome place to reflect. Christmas eve was so joyless, but Christmas with all that sorting out was indeed peaceful. School is starting really soon, and I know that I've got a big exam awaiting and many many challenges to face. I am ready, no ? Maybe I'll know soon (Maybe I'll go clarke quay for countdown.)

Bring on that right attitude, carry on doing the things you're doing even w/o seeing the fruits. Right attitude along with right timing gives you fruits. So, giving up is never in my dictionary.

Between God and me,

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 15:41:36 GMT

Because of the love you give, I decided to have faith.
Honestly, most of times I don't understand why things are the way they are.
But I will cast away all my fears, throw my life into Your hands.

God, I am weak but because You are strong, I am.
God, it all seems so tough but because You are greater, it'll be done.
God, take everything of me, now.

love, hazel.

Child-likeness, do you have it ?

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 14:46:15 GMT

What is commitment ?
Deep question, but to me it is giving all to see something come to pass, doing it even if our feelings tell us otherwise.

What is faith ?
Another deep question, to me it's like a child saying "I trust You".

What is pleasing ?
w/o recognition from men, but God is pleasing.

So many questions, but to me there's only one answer and that's God.

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 15:04:38 GMT

I will serve the Lord with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my mind.

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 13:08:45 GMT

X29 camp was life-changing, I miss it already. I don't wished to say much here, but I just wanna thank God for everything. My caregroup, my unit, my sheep, my friends, my family, everything that I have, I own them all to God. Thank you, thank you, thank you. So, with this I want to win souls for you, not numbers. But souls and lives. So with little words, I'll do it with actions. With all my heart, soul, mind and strength, the pact I've made with you would come to pass. I promise to give my best, sacrifice all that I need to just to see it come to pass which I know it would. Use me, stretch me God.

Got this from Cheryl's lj, I'm feeling bored now.
Comment anything.
What you think of me honestly, bad or good, anything random, or whatever.
Anonymous comments only please (if you want to put your name, it's fine with me)

It's been sooooooooo long since I've slept for soooooooooo long ! :O

Happy bleated Birthday Nat/Nut.

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 09:06:08 GMT

Happy bleated to you! Hope you're doing better now, no matter where or how far, you're still my friend. For all the times you're displeased with my decisions, I still want to say that still doesnt determine our friendship. Cause no matter what happens, friends will always be friends. And I'll always care, don't be so silly anymore girl.
love you.

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 18:19:18 GMT

Private Victories leads to Public Victories.

Angela's Mighty Women ! :D

Friday's prayer meet !

angela and chubby ! :D

I had a great time with these 2 crazy ppl today after service! (elise, your mucus still makes me feel sick. HAHA, inside joke)

Keep the faith, go the extra mile, and it'll be done. (giving up is out of the question)

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 13:39:56 GMT

The hardest battle, is inside.
(God, shelter this heart/these hearts)

Gladys is retarded, only at night.

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 17:44:03 GMT

Gladys : What do you call manunited in chinese ?
Me : Don't know
Gladys : It's 男人团结！

HAHAHAHAH, NOT VERY FUNNY BUT IT'S QUITE IMPRESSIVE FOR HER(YOUKNOW) TO THINK OF THIS :O

GOODNIGHT FOLKS! :D

Self Starter

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 07:10:01 GMT

MIA-ing is no fun at all, so I'm back. You know something? One thing that I'll learn every week is Perserverance.

"For anything worth having, one must pay the price; and the price is always work, patience, love, self-sacrifice—no paper currency, no promises to pay, but the gold of real service." -Burroughs John, American naturalist.

Work, Patience, Love, Self-sacrifice takes alot. Really, alot. But if your focus didn't leave your goal a single bit, this much would also mean forward. And different people go after different goals, but the amount to give is the same. Nothing is too far for one to get, but willingness would bring you far. I'm feeling so pensive, HEHE.

Recently, my sleeping pattern had been horribly disturbed. Anyway, pictures from pl's house.

We cleaned shyan's room and hopefully it's not back to it's normal state. HEHE, played confession game too. It was fun. Dotter, I'll miss you when you're over at germany. Pl, I'll miss you too when you're over at HK.

I'm gonna get an earful for my handphone bill this month :O

MAN UNITED LOST LAST NIGHT, OMG IM STILL VERY UPSET NOWWWWWW. LET ME MOURN FOR THE LAST 5 MINUTES. UGH,UGH,UGH, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. BUT IT WAS BAD PLAY LAST NIGHT. ROONEY WOULD HAVE SAVED THEM :O SO UPSETTING !! (THAT ARSENAL WON 2-0) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The abundance of the heart comes out of the mouth

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:59:44 GMT

Hey fellow classmates ! Please be reminded that class chalet would be on the 2nd and 3rd december!

Venue: Downtown east (costa sands resort)

Check in time is 4.00pm (you can come earlier if you want to like hang out at downtown east)

There will be a barbecue party at night, and this will be the key thing of the whole chalet ! So please pay 10 bucks on the day itself (excluding those who paid already).thanks!

we'll be checking out at 12p.m the next day, so make the neccessary arrangements :D

There is Free Shuttle Bus Service to Downtown East and Costa Sands Resort.
It is available from 8:45am at Pasir Ris MRT Station.

OR you can take these Buses there.
3, 6, 12, 17, 21, 89, 354, 358

OR By Train (MRT)
Just a 10-minute walk from the Pasir Ris MRT Station

Any questions regarding the chalet, feel free to message me at 82012568 :D THANKS !

AND SEE YOU GUYS THERE ! :D

PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO AS MANY PPL AS YOU CAN !

HAPPY HOLIDAYS !

(Will be really busy for these few weeks, so will try to update sooooooon)

Mistake, No?

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 09:30:46 GMT

Thank You Serene for everything, for praying for me too.
been trying to say
I just quarrelled with J, did I do the wrong thing? I don't know, I really don't know. How long more must I hold on till I see a change? God, give me patience. A bulk of it would do me good.
how nervous i feel when i see you

Typical, Cmon' speak radical.

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 14:42:45 GMT

"The world is so scary, it scares me. All the talking about Fame and Power, already turning into a guilt ride for the others. Oh you-of-higher-status, if you're already trying to be different and special (the word here is trying so hard), you're just like any other. Aren't everyone else trying to do the same? The world is like a fragile thing, ready to break anytime. So, stop wasting your time breaking hearts and seeking the worthless. Seek the worthless, realise the worthless."
-Truths

I don't know, but I definitely understood "Seek the worthless, realise the worthless.".

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 03:29:14 GMT

Chubby showed me this video and it really touched my heart so much (:

A time for everything.

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 10:42:25 GMT

We write to apologize.
We ask to look past life as it goes by.
I know you have sacrificed time,
Life, love, time to fly.
Please consider all things tried,
Forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.
I know to have something like this
Broken is hard to fix.

Embers, were burning bridges down.
Envelopes stuffed with feelings found.
To write this down as means to reconcile.

We write to patch things up,
Maybe not to agree but to proclaim love.
Lets look ahead and then well see the one
Whose glory never ends.
And based on that well see,
Therell be room for change, but gradually.
I know to have something like this
Broken is hard to fix.

If all is said and done and over,
If we dont have to, were not going to.
Make the change, its worth the try.
Whats broken can be fixed tonight.

embers and envelopes- Mae

There's a time for different colours to paint our lives. (but blue paint fades the fastest)

So tell me who are you trying to impress?

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 05:23:47 GMT

What can I do but thank You.
What can I do, but give my life to You.
What can I do, but praise You everyday, in everything I do.

when I'm loved by a God like You.

I've deleted the whole chunk of all the imperfections and things I do not have, things I'm jealous of. Instead of wasting time being so inferior of things I don't have, I've decided to focus on how perfect You are, how blessed I am to be loved by a God like You. I'm not the best You can use, but You can use the best of me.

Can't help but to smile at the little things that made life great (:

And every 24 hours, we'll realised we're different from how we were 24 hours ago.
Talking about constant, constant is God's love.
Always more than enough to keep me safe.

Fix your eyes on what's unseen.

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 17:42:31 GMT

HAHAHAHAHA, WHY DO ALL CAMERASSSSSSSSS HAVE TO SUFFER SUCH A TERRIBLE FATE ?!?!!

1. Went evaxing today, wasn't too smooth. But, like jasmine said, "eh steady la, 15 hit 15!"
2. Had a great time with jasmine and chuting, fellowshipping!
3. Did a satisfying amount of work
4. Had a crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy random time with my sista, Reminiscing our good old primary school days.
5. Had a big makeover for my bedroooooom
6. Home feels like home, and i'm lovin it. (wished Daddy was here)
7. UGH UGH UGH, I FEEL SO HAPPY SO HAPPY SO HAPPY. CANNOT STOP LAUGHING, PLEASE EXPLAIN. HEHE. OKAY, I STILL DONT KNOW WHY I KEEP SMILING TO MYSELF EVERYDAY !!

okay can't resist this random thing again.(convo with zakkkkkkkkkk)

WE SAY DIE! says:
are you sure?
Passion, says:
hahaha yes
WE SAY DIE! says:
HELLO SURE

ZAKKKKKK, DIE DIE DIE.

Silent gratitude,

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 01:38:03 GMT

Here you are now
Fresh from your war
Back from the edge of time
And all that you were,
Stripped to the bone
I thought you'll want to know

That when you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless

Lay down your guns
Too weak to run
Nothing can harm you here
Your precious heart
Broken and scarred
Somehow you made it through
I only ask that you won't go again

When you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless

So glad to see you smiling
So good to hear your laugh
I think that you've found you even
Missed yourself
I'm only asking this because I think that
Truth be told
Oh, you'll never go again
Again

When you feel the world is crashing
All around your feet
Come running headlong into my arms
Breathless
I'll never judge you
I can only love you
Come now running headlong
Into my arms
Breathless
Breathless

Breathless-Better than ezra

Funny how some songs bring people to your mind, and this song brought God to mine.

Why is it that I can't help but feel so happy recently ? Haha, I don't know either.
Anyway, I can't resist posting this up.

ZAKKKKKKKKKKKK IS THE MOST CRAZY PERSON ON THIS EARTH, WHY. MAYBE CAUSE HIS EXPERTISE IS RANDOMNESS. LOOK AT THIS STUPID CONVERSATION I HAD WITH HIM (THERE'S ALOT MORE, BUT I THINK ILL EXCEED THE STORAGE LIMIT)

ZAK : GO READ MY XANGA.
ME : TYPE HERE.
ZAK : HERE.
ME : -.-
ZAK : EH,  ZAK : GO READ MY XANGA.
                   ME : TYPE HERE.
                   ZAK : HERE.
           THIS IS FUNNY RIGHT.
ME : -.-

HAHA, HE'S HERE TO AMUSE I GUESS.

Life is richer in a minor key,

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 03:21:48 GMT

He's damn good, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I think Shane can do it too, haha.

Man United won 2-0, Hero shots by Ronaldo!

Don't starve for words, it's by your mouth, say it with grace.

God, You're worthy of all my praise.

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 15:27:41 GMT

Serene, you're one friend that never fails to put a smile on my face with the things you said and what you do for me. The sms-es which I always receive from you always show how much you care for me, the initiative you always take in this friendship really makes me smile. Thank you for everything that you've done for me. You're truly God-sent. I'mreally glad to see you growing in God so much though you're a 1 month old christian. Continue to grow and let your words uplift others' lives, just like how it did to mine. You'r going to do great things for God, I know for sure. Lastly, you asked me to mention this. (Yes, you are pretty) HEHE. I love you.

xoxo, hazel + the so called artistic shots you took of me.

It's 11:26 and I'm here under my blanket, secretly using the laptop, better be glad serene zhuang!
I'm really excited about the outreach package +++++ many many more things (lazy to mention)
Maybe, I should go grab some chocolates in the fridge now. On the second thought, maybe not. Too sinful.

Break from study,

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 07:06:13 GMT

Ahhh, no I do not like noodles (Jieying just had to choose a better background to put me at) HAHA.

Posing with the wrong angle !

Happy and Burnt.

There were many many more pictures, because photobucket is so slow + I'm so lazy, so there you go. Haha, this was last wednesday. I still have Friday's pictures to post. But I'm lazyyyyyyyyy + I got so much work to do now. Another time then :D

I need to do my Work.
Not forgetting the Outreach Package
...... I wanted to say something
I forgot.
Nvm.
Goodbye !